Rewards from the Universe

To: Me

From: My Light Self

Message:

I thought I learned it after I worked at SS, to receive any rewards I’ve earned from the Universe instead of expecting them to come directly back from whoever I may help…but I lost sight of that because I was too busy feeling betrayed… I do feel that I gave her my all, that I made her _the_ priority in my life…together we accomplished some amazing things…made some very cherish-able memories…so for her to do a negative 540 and start telling lies? Wow…after all that, who would have thought? Regardless, the work IS done… I know, it hurt…but after it all I’m still here…wiser now, more experienced…I’ve moved my soul along its path… Congratulations, me!!! Thank you for weathering the storms… I know, I made her my source of happiness and that is flawed, but I see that now…I have to be my source of happiness… There is joy simply in the fact that I did it, and I choose to find the silver linings… Even though I let myself get hurt, I got to experience an amazing love, so be proud… And, if I earned some merits, let the rewards come from the universe, a much more benevolent source… let go of any bitter feelings and let go of wanting _anything_ from her, for it would be coming from a 1D place… it can be seen as a skill that takes time and practice to master, so I thank and forgive all energies involved, including myself, and I am grateful for the grace that I am granted to do the learning curve