Life lessons

To: Gentle Energy

From: Aiming to Evolve

Message:

Thank you for offering me the opportunity to guide you in establishing boundaries, being honest and transparent, and taking responsibility. Though I have not yet succeeded, I am grateful that you asked me on some level to help you in these areas for us both to grow.

I'm grateful that you've shown me an amplified version of my own disgusting tendencies of deception, manipulation, pettiness and being self-serving, which I am working on changing. Thank you for aiding in bringing them to my awareness.

I'm grateful for all the times we spent together, laughing, having dinner, going grocery shopping, and going to English Bay. I will always cherish these memories. The beginning of the pando would have been really lonely without you; instead I have fond memories of that time.

Thank you for being the one to test me. You did a good job and succeeded in bringing me to a low place, but I am getting back up. I've felt more hurt from your actions than I have hurt before in any relationship, and I'm grateful that you hurt me because now I know how others might have felt due to my actions toward them in the past, and also I know that I will recover and heal.

I'm grateful for you being a prop in my lessons to help me learn and grow. In closing, I thank you.